Oh, definitely wierd Cathy- but then it's the only way to be in our opinion
I find I feel like that about the demons i draw- I can see them running about and doing stuff, but trying to capture that in a flat image is really difficult. The best I can do is spend a lot of time studying anatomy of various things so I can at least make them look more like a 'real' thing.
Does everyone else keep their old work? I find every so often theres a real improvement in my drawing, suddenly the older stuff looks clumsy, at which point I generally throw it out
